I was struggling. I cried myself to bed every night almost the whole month of November and I warned Chris that I was not doing well. “Something is wrong, I am sick.” He knows exactly what I mean when I say that. I was trying to figure out what was going on, but I had felt that for the first time in a long time, I was out of control. I would send late texts to two friends who knew my struggle with depression, but I wouldn’t come right out and tell them I was struggling. I would just text that I missed them. ThisRead More →

God continues to use my brokenness in other areas or struggles to be able to share and continue to lift His name up, because no matter what, He STILL deserves ALL the Praise! Here is a video from today that I did just to share my heart. Please click the link below: http://m.facebook.com/stillbeautifullybroken/Read More →

Sometimes in our hard times we forget Who is ALWAYS right beside us We try to figure out why, how, what But in my struggle to understand, I am drawn into Your Presence Your Peace calms me Your Love overwhelms me Your Grace sustains me Your Strength upholds me You give me just enough faith to believe that there is a purpose for everything That You will continue to show me Your Goodness in the land of the living I will continue to lift my hands in praise to You I will continue to speak and sing Your praises Because in All things, You areRead More →

Have you ever asked God why things happen the way they do? I would like to admit that I don’t always ask but I find myself asking a lot. But that’s simply because I am human and practicing faith in not knowing or seeing is very hard at times. About a month ago, the dr’s found a mass on Chris’ lower left side. The mass turned out to be a tumor and thankfully, it is benign! Praise the Lord! Because of the size which is bigger than Chris’ fist, it will be removed tomorrow at Maine Medical! We covet your prayers at this time asRead More →

Hello, friend! I just wanted to say that I am praying for you. Wherever you are right now, “I pray that out of His glorious riches He may strengthen you with the power through His Spirit in your inner being so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge-that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullnessRead More →

  Dear friend, As I write this, I am also reminding myself these things. Please hear me out: I see you struggling. I know how you feel when it seems as if the world is falling apart. No one seems to understand what you are going through. Some days you are as happy as those around you. Those days, you aren’t really faking it to make it. There is a glimmer of hope. Happiness IS attainable! Some days, you aren’t as hopeful because you are disappointed with how things are. There are also days where you have had enough, you just want to hide orRead More →